It is now quite likely that I will be moving to India. I'm feeling a whole mess of emotions because suddenly it has become real. I'm scared and excited and overwhelmed. I'm dreading leaving my family. I'm nervous to tell my co-workers and boss. And yet, I'm amazed at the peace that I feel in the decision to go (pending certain issues*). I am not adventurous. I like to read about other people having adventures, while in the security and comfort of my own cozy home. But I have never, as far back as I can remember, said no to a challenge. This, I know, will be a challenge for me. But also an opportunity for growth. And that might be the scariest thing of all**.